A lot of stupid things happening to me now... I guess murphy's law really works i guess... Oh well.. Life is like dat.... Sigh Then again look on the bright side lah..... I have the company of my friends s must look forward rite? Instead of looking backward.........

Its been ages sine I touched this poor poor blogger of mine.... Its really a miracle I still bother to update this forgotten website..... Afterall, I bet some of you guys don't even bother reading my blogs anyway..... Just curious to find out who still reads my blogs though. If you see this entry do leave a msg ok? Don't leave annoynomous messages lah..... Then how to know who reads my blogger... Quite stupid rite?

Its been quite a while since I updated everyone on my life since we all went our separate ways. Life's been really great and busy. Its not about the tutorials and exams but more of the projects and presentations that are killing me..... I'm also pretty heavily involved in school curricular activities. Took up a new sport which I foresee myself doing for the next four to five years - Kendo (Japanese Swordsmanship) and took up a leadership position - SSU (SMU Sports Union: Communications Secretary). Life's been one hell of a roller coaster ride. With plenty of ups and downs. My studies haven't been affected much i hope although its only satisfactory to me currently. But what worries me is the fact that I haven't been putting much effort in mugging. But my grades have been average so far so I wonder why is everyone muggin like there's no tomorrow around me?? Yeapz, I have been enjoying classes though and I haven't been sleeping in lecture. Or should I say no time to sleep bwahahhaha.... Must get the class participation marks mah.... So my brain is constantly on the go thinking of good questions to impress kekekekek........

On the more gossipy side now..... Well, I guess there has already been two gals whom I liked but the first one didn't turn out well. I think i scared her off or something... Did some soul searching and I was thinking how do you know if you really love someone? How do you know if you have fallen head over heels for someone? I'm really confused about my feelings. No. 1 no one wants me.... No. 2 I badly wanna fall in love...... So sad man... I really doubt I will fall in love liaoz... Or anyone will fall in love with me lor.... 21 liaoz.... Never had a galfriend before.... Such a failure rite? People tell I haven't found the right gal yet.. Truth is I think no one wants me lah I guess....

This is getting into a sappy self-willowing entry again bwahahha.... Maybe i'm he so called Tian Sha Gu Xing (Lonely Star) destined to lead a loner's life. But seriously with all m good friends gone and with only a few left in singapore.... Life didn't feel the same. I don't feel as if I can click with my classmates coz sometimes they are on different wavelengths I guess and also the fact that I know we are all competing for the same goal... To get As.... Its really sad... Can't find friends who can hang out with... Which really sucks.... I'm always moving around in school as a loner..... Studying alone and stuff.... But life goes on doesn't it....

Just read my friend's mail... Real happy for him that he's found this gal whom he likes a lot.... You lucky dog!!! Must work hard ok? Don't be like me.... :-) Wonder how are the rest overseas doing especially my TAO (head). Tao you there?? How's progress?? Any pretty chinese chic you like? I really hope everyone finds their life long partner ok!! If not can come gay with me lor... No choice what to do?! LOLX!!! :-P All those with partners hope your relationships last till the end of time ok? At least in your time lah.... Touchwood.....

I've just begun a new chapter in life. My university level and things are progressing so fast around me that I hardly have time to think. I hope everything's fine for everyone ok? To my few but surely new found friends let it last forever yah.....

I shall be more serious when I want people to stop poking fun at me and not in a friendly, joking manner like stop it lah...... When you want people to get the message, you must open your mouth first. Keeping quiet gets you no where and only leads to more build up.... If you want something done, DO IT YOURSELF..... OPEN YOUR MOUTH! When you realise you had enough, say its enough. Don't just say, maybe they know when to stop. No one knows what you think inside..
BE SERIOUS, WHEN THE SITUATION WARRANTS IT! OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND SAY!

Just realised something impt.... The most impt is not whether you're happy for one day but many many other days..... Whether you have friends who stand by you and keep you life as fulfilled and fun for those many other days. I guess thats a big thing I overlooked....
Thinking about my other days, I realise yeah some where indeeed fun, some were irritating, some exciting.... I guess I really don't know what I want still.... I have no idea of what I really need and my goal in life.... Perhaps to stay happy everyday bah.... Thats a goal... I think i'm just in a emotional slump which will always pick up or a while then go down. Life's all abt ups and downs I guess. Its just how you deal with it....
Since, i'm in a pensive mood I guess I should start writing and thinking about my goals and my ideals. I've always thought how you treat people , then others will treat you in the same manner. But I guess it was just too ideal.... No one knows what you really want unless you yourself ask for it or voice it out... Sigh, I always try and make people happy on their birthdays in hope they would try to make me happy on mine. I guess tats just a little to ideal to think of rite? Or perhaps I haven't done much on people's birthday to warrant such a treatment... Guys any feedback on this?
But still i will follow this principle of mine with an exceptional view not to carry to high hopes that people will treat the same way to you. Its my initial principles and I will follow it.... This made me think about how when I throw "tantrums" I realise something, when someone is angry, I get very worried about that particular person and try to appease that particular person... So I assume tat when I get angry, people will bow to my whims and fancies... Which isn't the case at all... What a realisation.... oh well, I bet you guys are laughing at this lor...
hmm... A goal in life? To be successful and stay happy always lah.... simple but sweet..... I'm pretty simple minded.... Which is good in some way but bad in another.... Argggghhhhh... Life is so frustrating sometimes...
When you're down, you think everyone treats you like dirt, when you're up, everything seems to come together... Anything you do seems possible and probable... That's life... Its about how much "form" you have... On form or off form... Sounds funny but its true I feel. K k gotta go be slave to other people now... Another time i guess....

A uneventful birthday would be very apt to describe today or rather yesterday... So I asked myself.... What do I really want? You were the one that said you didn't want any presents or anything.... So what is it I really want?
The more I ponder I realise perhaps I just wanna feel a little special on my birthday. To feel a little love. To know that people in this world still care about me. I don't need presents, I don't need big hoo haa stuff... Perhaps just to hear people's voices congradulating me and perhaps shower me and let me have my whims and fancys..... I know I didn't today..... Whatever I chose was just for the sake of others... Not for myself.....
Thinking till here, I realise I'm at fault for this stupid problem too..... I don't know what I want either..... I'm just to "sui bian"... No ability to make any decisions or perhaps too embarassed to make decisions for fear of inconvience of others.... Perhaps no, that is the reason why I'm so miserable today......
Why am I so scared of being alone when people more or less lead lives alone more than half of the time? That loathsome fear..... That utter disgusting feeling... It just drives me to the fact that I don't wanna offend people or inconvience others.... Bah... Know thy fear.... But to conquer thy fear is another uphill fight...
Dude!! Get a life! Oh well, Happy Birthday to Me.......

Been watching anime with theme of love in them..... SO SWEET!!!! Fwah can help but immerse myself in such a wonderful fantasy... Though endings may not turn out like what I wanted but its really nice and addictive.... Plus anime have great soundtracks which makes the scences have a stronger and more emotional impact on people.....
Well, if you guys really are TAT bored go watch anime man.... I recommend titles like AIR (my all time favourite), Kimi Ga Nozumu Eien and Saikano. Sure to bring a tear for all you emotional freaks out there.... Super nice... Just watch and you'll know what I mean... Of course you can borrow from me lah IF you ask....
People always have this concept that anime is about something childish... But there are adult themes sometimes. For example, love, friendship, hate, pain etc. People always misunderstand its just about the cool fighting scenes when there are other scenes like rejection, the predicament and the inner feelings of the protagonist. Sometimes I feel its better than drama. I always say, give things a try. Who knows you may like them.

Have been wanting to write about this for a long time but sometimes you kinda just forget what you want to write about during that spur of the moment... Feels kinda irritating at that point of time. But hey I finally remembered what I want to write! So what is it about?? Birthday Parties.
I kinda realised that birthdays are really obligations for people to attend. Why so? I mean if you attend somebody's birthday they will be obliged to attend yours simple as that..... So if people attend your party sometimes its just a OBLIGATION.... Which is kind of sad..... I mean so everyone will be attending each other's birthday party just for the sake of showing their face... In louis context, waste of money. BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!! Right louis?? Of course this means the present has no sincerity lor.....
Its kinda like a rabid disease, one person invites you, you feel obliged to attend and when you invite others they feel obliged to attend.... And it goes round and round.... No offence to people whom I have attended birthday parties, but I just feel birthday parties may have lost their initial meaning or taste. What is a birthday party meant to be?? A gathering of good friends to celebrate joyous occassion?? Celebration of your own joyous occasion?? If it is to celebrate your own joyous occasion of turning another year older, wouldn't inviting your close of good friends be good enough rather than inviting people whom you aren't even very close to??
To say that the more the merrier, why don't you hold the birthday party in a small cosy area?? That way don't you feel that a lot of people turned up for your party? Personally, to me, a gathering of close friends would be more than sufficient for me... It serves the purpose all round. Rather than talking to people and put a FAKE front.....
Yeapz.... Of course, what I've written is always one-sided and bias sometimes.... You be the judge *winkz*

• My first problem:

Being nitty picky about right and wrong.......... Which ends up in me flaring up too often.....

Solution:
Control.... Yeah rite man.... How to control sia??? Hmm.... Must try.....

• My second problem:

Being a SORE LOSER!!!!

Solution:
Lose more.... You aren't the best in the world.... There's always a higher level person around....


Bottomline: CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE TO THOSE THINGS!

A kiss in modern day context is now considered as a greeting.... Europeans actually kiss each other's cheeks when they greet each other..... Couples now kiss in the open, sometimes locking in each others' lips for like minutes bwahahaha...... In the past, we considered kiss as a way of showing affections for someone very special or dear to his or her heart..... Now kissing is considered as a form of greeting...
There can be many forms of kissing: a quick peck on the cheeks, a fleeting flying kiss, a short but sensual Quebec kiss, a Eskimo kiss where two ppl touch each others' noses and rub back and forth, a hot and sensual FRENCH KISS!!!! Muahhaahah..... Ok ok control.....control..... Well, was watching this anime called Ichigo 100% (strawberry 100%)... And well I kinda got the idea from there.... Why can we use a handshake as a representation of kiss?? I mean it sounds stupid but I think a handshake does serve the same purpose doesn't it?? In a handshake you can feel the person's warmth and touch... Maybe its just isn't seen tat way tat's all..... Bwahahaha...... Ok i think ppl are starting to think i'm going crazy....
Oh well..... Think abt it a handshake to replace a kiss?? Would it be the same???

Yawnzzzz.... Nothing to do in the office now... Bwahahah.... That just proves one thing: I'm too god damn efficient!!! Bwahahahhahaa..... I'm good man I tell yah..... Oh well.... The weather's turning cold.... Or rather the air con here is FREAKIN cold!!! Grr... Wonder how ppl survive in this temperature man... I already have so much fats and I'm feeling cold i wonder how abt the rest leh.... Tsk tsk tsk... Hmm... Its almost lunch time anyway I wonder I can hold out till then teeheheheheh....
So tired.. Slept at 3 plus woke up at 7 today... Freakin hell man... Oh well.....
Been thinking what I wanna get for my 21st birthday... To me it really isn't anything special.... Its just another birthday lor...
Nothing interesting on being 21 except that you can watch porn outright in the open bwhahaha..... Oh well... maybe being 21 just means having more RESPONSIBILITIES like working, raising families, paying taxes, looking after your parents, the things grown-ups do and teenagers don't...... So the bottomline is that, it isn't worth celebrating at all isn't it? I mean, grow older in exchange for something like dat isn't worth while is it... Not at all a fair trade I would say..... I never really understand the world sometimes.... Maybe when I hit 21 I will know..... Grow CAREY....
On second thought, I don't really wanna grow up...... Coz its such a hassle.... What a dilemna.... Tsk tsk... Haiyah ANYTHING LAH EHHEHEHEHE... I know weining will kill me when he hears tat....... oh well......
Oh yah to those who see this entry arh... Don't bother getting a present for me... I don't know wat I want and don't waste money on me lah.... :-P.... Oh well, Maybe I could have a proper birthday celebration on tat day.... Which does mean throwing a bday party to me or any BIG HOO HA thing.... I would love a gathering lah... Simple nice and warm....
Arrrhhhh..... This makes me think abt my nxt entry liaoz... Birthday parties.... Hungry liaoz... Will talk abt it another time... My stomach is much too impt to be left for a journal entry teeheheheheh....

Nothing beats working and having fun at the same time I tell yah... Of course my job isn't fun at all... But the fun thing is tat I have web access and I'm given a personal private cubicle to do all my work... So which means I can chat, surf the net and do my work at the same time.... YEAH!!!! Isn't tat fun... Anyway I'm doing nothing now so I'm typing this blog since I've done finish my work for the day and my boss isn't back to delegate me any tasks... Oh well SLACKTIME!!! Of course, I'm a dilligent and hardworking person lor... No doubt abt it... I always meet my deadlines like way WAY beforehand... I was supposed to hand in my work at the end of the day today but I already finished it in the morning... YAWNZZZ.... Oh well... I'm so damn good lah.... Heheheheh...
The work environment is very fun... Everyone is very friendly and nice.... But I think there's always more to meet the eye in such a workplace lah.... Afterall working in a group, people don't see eye to eye abt things sometimes... Hence the politics begin..... I'm working closely with Marina and Poh Ling. Marina is a eurasian I think, and she's very fun to talk to... She's very jovial and she has this habit of talking to herself sometimes..... Which can be quite amusing at times... No offence teheheheheh...... Poh Ling is the person who sits in the cubicle next to me... She doesn't talk much except for work purposes and delegating jobs lah.... Of course, I'm always pressured to do my work accurately...... There Julia whose always greeting people with a smile and she's always so happy... I think its because of her tat Marina is also so jovial since they both sit beside one another.... Afterall its an infectious disease..... Kekekekekke...... Oh yeah forget another impt point, I'm working in a HR office. I'm the only guy working there apart from another guy...... SO LUCKY RITE?!?!?? MUAHAHAHHAHAHA......
Working in an office is really interesting and I always have work to do everytime... But I always look forward to the end of the day lah... Moreover I can talk to people online when I get bored or tired which drives away all my boredom or pain..... Well... My boss is back.. Looks like I have more work cut out for me.. Happy working...Cheerios.....

Aaaah... I back to this little world of mine....
Feels so good to be back... Where things just simply flow and I write wateva i want to write..... Its been awhile since I blogged.... Everything just seems to be the way it was before... Lots of things have happened...
Been doing lots of stuff like GETTING A JOB... Gosh its so irritating... Can't even get a decent job now... Looks like reality really hit me right in the face man.... How to make a name for myself in this world... This thought has really hit the veins of my thought.... There are quite a number of ppl around me who have started their own business.... Allan just started his own camp instructor company with a group of friends..... Fwah... can't help admire him man... That's another step to greatness allan trust me...... Met Ji wei recently and he has his own handphone design shop at plaza singapura... Even kenny has his own plans to go out into business..... I wonder if it really is such a good idea to venture into business... What kind of business would be a profitable one to go into at this point of time? Hmm.. Maybe its really fun to be a budding business man....

hate is a suffering... more so for the one hating than the one being hated...

Reading what I have wrote... I realize I'm a FOOKER.... How can I be like dat... How can I be so evil.... Am I ??? Am I ??? Oh the frustrations...... Life goes on.... I 'll pull myself out of this rut......

They came to watch the productions together today - "The Prayer for the Unfaithful Women" Or rather picnic.... They were so lovey dovey...... I acted I was ok... But when they left I was in shambles.... My life just crumbled apart.... Despair, jealousy, anger, the negative feelings just started to set it..... I don't know... To see someone you like get snatched away twice really isn't too good for one's health.. I've been hurt not once but twice.... What does god or whoever want with me??
Maybe I'm thinking too much but is the male guy trying to piss me off or irritate me??? Lately he's like smiling at me, laughing.... Is that mocking me??? I'm too sensitive bah.... But what truly riles me was that they came just took a glance at the artwork, walked to a corner where i could see them and ate dinner...... So is that on purpose?? Then when they leave they hold hands and walk off..... So did they watch the play? I don't think so.... Arrrggghhh ok ok kill me now coz I'm an asshole for thinking so negatively.......

I must wake up!!! Cannot be like this anymore.... MOVE ON!!! STUPID PIECE OF CRAP!!!! THAT'S RITE!!!! I will move on... I will survive.... But the painful memories will still haunt me for a long time to come!!! WALK ON!!!! To the two of them, all the best.... May you guys find peace and harmony...... Hmmm that sounds a bit weird lah.... Ok ok... wish the best for them lah!! Sigh.... I feel sucky..... But at least I know what i must do....
To think abt it, before they got attached, she was talking to me abt the problem. Whether she should accept him or not. The issues about religon, stress getting to her were being talked abt... I being the good friend advised her about it... Telling her to accept him, give him a chance.... Ease the tensions, make her feel better about everything... Of course, in the end here they are now happily together.... No thanks to me.... No one ever remembers the good things they did for other people anymore... I guess life's like dat.... One good turn never gets another.... For being helpful in school, being nice to all my friends, trying to help everyone in every way I possibly can.... No one remembers.... I'm just a friend that's all..... Who gives a bloody hoot abt the good things i did anyway..... They'll only remember the bad ones, like Carey likes to lose his temper, Carey's so childish, Orh that bloody loser arh....... Have you remembered any point of time I helped you???? Have you remembered favours I did?? None.....
In fact, I realise I've never been a good listener to all my VERY GOOD friends..... I don't know if you guys reading this feel lah but yes YOU GUYS ARE MY VERY GOOD FRIENDS!!! I've never been there for you guys.... Never been a bitching partner, never been there when you guys needed me... What sort of friend am I?? What's wrong with me man...... What should I do to know you guys better?? I'm never good at talking just saying hi and bye nothing liaozz don't know wat to say..... I'm extroverted but introverted at the same time.... Sigh..... Advice again ppl??? But one thing i've to say is that i'm very blessed to have such good friends to listen to me whine everyday and bitch.... Life wouldn't be the same without you guys... Thanks a million... Sigh.... Think I'll sign off before I feel depressed again.... Sucks.....

They're attached... Happy for them sad for me...... Well, everytime I'm always the one with the bad ending while others the good ending.... How nice... Well at least i'm man enough to find the best way out... Put on a brave front and be happy for them.... Act as if i'm not bothered.... What else can I do?? Best option available..... Sigh.... I wanna cry, hug something warm, comfort myself.... Nothing is there to be offered...... At least, I know i'm rational enough to do the rite things I hope.... Tough times don't last tough men do..... Yeah rite.... An Jing by Jay Chou...... The best song for me..... I think....

I just realised I'm a bloody nosey bugger...... Why do I go and poke into other people's business for??? Too concern about others??? Maybe..... But why am I so K-A-Y-P-O!!! Haiyoh..... Sometimes being kaypo may even make matters worse lor.... Why why why??? I think I have nothing to do so I think deeply about things which therefore enforces me to take action into doing something stupid.... Over-enthusiastic some might call it.... Overly caring others would say.... But K-A-Y-P-O is the singaporean way..... Sounds bad isn't it?? I'm so kaypo..... Poking my nose into others people's business.... Actually seriously speaking, I meant to help people and not cause more problems to them.... So its really not logical to me.... I try to be helpful but realise I'm causing more harm or damage instead.... Simple example: Someone seems to be in a bad mood and I'm worried abt him and I ask why he's in a bad mood.... Instead, it makes him in an even worse mood.... Isn't that adding fuel to the flames or something like dat?Why why why??? Am I not matured enough to mind my own business?? Can someone care to explain the art of caring in a sense such that I don't get hurt or others don't get hurt?? Logic isn't working itself... Wait I think I am the one that has no logic or sense..... Someone grant me logic and sense!!!!

I realise this blogger has been my bitching partner for the past one year ever since I got enlisted into dog section..... Oh my dear blogger...... Faithful old bitching partner..... Well, at least here's a place where my feelings and sorrows are poured.... No secrets, nothing, just a session where I spit out all my feelings, mostly bad... A tribute I say to my dear partner for a year..... Cheers.... And many more to come........

Getting over something definitely ain't easy... In fact, I'm not doing that well with getting over it... Sigh..... Life's a mess... Apart from tbeing abt to ord.... In fact, everything's pretty haywire... At home, Outside....... Its a mess out everywhere.... Oh well..... Life's all abt trials and tribulations..... I hope I'll pull through this lah.....

me: remember wat i said during the truth or dare period?

her: ya i noe. tt's y i oso feel bad abt this

me: don't worry lah. Love is something which is two way. I can't force something rite? Point a gun at your head?

her: no la. but i think even open mentioning... u mite feel hurt n i dun wan it to be so cos i do treasure our frenship

me: i do too

her: n i dun wan my fren to be hurt in anyway though i always suan u la... but tt's beyond e pt... cos i suan for fun onli... not tt i mean it la

me: that's why i hope the best for both of you. i choose to move away quietly lah

her: hm... i always think tt u r a gentlemen..... U further proved it

me: nah.... never was coz i never grew up sometimes i also lament at the luck i have with gals but i'm glad i have chumps to see me thru the days lor....

her: chumps? i jus think u r... e way u treat pple.. not jus gals. but guys oso

me: fat friends=chumps bwahahahahha ok ok chumps= good friends from sc....

To tell the truth, I haven't let go completely yet.... Its hard, but i'll try..... Luckless i say with gals... But am I worth the compliment of a gentleman??? You guys tell me......

Hmmm... Life never seems to flow the right way you wanted it to... That's the beauty of life, to fight on and to ride the waves..... Sigh...... All these are nothing but memories... Memories in my life which I need to remind myself... Memories which i wonder if I did the right thing at times....... At least, I know I've got friends.... Friends to see me through the end of the day... I appreciate that.... Oh well... life goes on.... Not a second to be wasted, not a moment to be missed.... Awaken from the ashes and soar above the skies...... To find what is there beyond.....

Each time you meet with a problem, talk it out... Don't keep everything to your heart.... Keeping things inside just builds up fuel.... All you need is a spark plug to ignite the flames within... I know I will..... If not, I would be the same.....

Time heals all wounds, but leaves scars behind.........

Something's going on.... I don't know what it is but it definitely smells fishy........ Today my friend Mr B was supposed to msg me regarding some present that a council junior made for us.... Apparently he didn't tell me nuts abt it lah.... Then my friend comes and ask me if anything is wrong between the both of us.... Apparently he went to ask my friend whether i'm going to the og gethering at his place or not.....
Question : Why is he doing this? What is the motive? I haven't done anything have I? Ok I have to admit that my responses to him are a little cold since yesterday..... But how come this happened??? All within one day??? Man......
Somebody save me arh..........

No appettite.......... Don't feel like eating....... But life goes on........ Oh art thou thy wretched life...... Why why why....... 10 thousand reasons why....... blabber blabber fats on fire...........

I'm gonna feel lousy for these few weeks ppl...... So my apologies for the lousy next few weeks to come........ Life sucks......

The Story

I liked a girl who was an OGL this year. We stayover at her house during the orientation bbq. Played games and had lots of fun..... Then we played truth or dare..... I was actually so stupid to confess I liked the gal in front of so many ppl..... Including B (names in this story have been withheld so as to protect their identities).... Of course to make things feel better i had to say i had an infactuation on another gal lah...
The game of courtship went on with the ignorant little me unaware of things happening.... To think i had asked B whether he liked anybody in the OG or not and I believed that he actually said no.......I asked several times again but the answer was either too dodgy or it was a no... I was too stupid to believe people at face value..... How had not seen the signs coming?? It was always B who organised hospital trips to visit her. It was always B who told me abt the OG outings and who was his contact point? Her..... How come B always talks to her only and does not mingle with the rest of the OGLS??? WHY DIDN'T I SEE THE SIGNS??? WHY AM I SO STUPID!!!! Of course that's a self explanatory question isn't it?
Till today, only then did I see the signs..... Her best friend told us that she always talks abt what they do and the things they talk...... Everything started making sense....... To think I actually believed him. I was his tennis training partner and a friend who lent him a listening ear about his problems in his army camp. I though we were friends. Couldn't he have told me something??? He could have just told me when I asked him whether he liked anybody in the OGL rite??? Why didn't he??? Life has a way of teaching us things.... The older I grow the stupider I become..... Well done.... Well do...... Game Set Match!!! !#$ ^&*%$ beat Carey Loy 3 sets to love. 6-3, 6-1, 6-0.

The day where i got heartbroken is today...... How nice.......

Boy oh boy oh boy!!! Haven't been updating my dear or bloggie for a long long time..... Poor thingy.... Sigh... its been eventful for the past few weeks lah..... Every weekend has been packed with lots of meaningful activities..... Going out with the councilors, attending people's birthdays and going out with the year 2s and year 1s.....
Of course with the recent no of ppl going overseas for exercise, our strength has greatly diminished because most of the ppl in council that hang out with me have gone for exercise... In the end, its like Allan, Lester, Louis and Kenny.... And now allan's gone for exercise too so its left with four ppl now.... Luckily the guys are coming back soon... Phew..... Its the year of the 21st birthdays.... Just attended jolene's one which was super grand.... She had an MC from outside and it was like super posh lor.... She had this tiara on her head which made her look like a princess hence the nick Princess Jolene on msn lah hehehe....... And the best part is there was a presentation of her life stories so far followed by a birthday present by her boyfriend with all her photos in a super huge frame..... So sweet of the boyfriend i tell yah.... Well... its only the first party i'm attending so far..... There's gonna be even more to come lor..... Woah wonder how much money i'm gonna spend this year..... Also wonder how i'll celebrate my birthday....
That's all lah for today