Its been ages sine I touched this poor poor blogger of mine.... Its really a miracle I still bother to update this forgotten website..... Afterall, I bet some of you guys don't even bother reading my blogs anyway..... Just curious to find out who still reads my blogs though. If you see this entry do leave a msg ok? Don't leave annoynomous messages lah..... Then how to know who reads my blogger... Quite stupid rite?
Its been quite a while since I updated everyone on my life since we all went our separate ways. Life's been really great and busy. Its not about the tutorials and exams but more of the projects and presentations that are killing me..... I'm also pretty heavily involved in school curricular activities. Took up a new sport which I foresee myself doing for the next four to five years - Kendo (Japanese Swordsmanship) and took up a leadership position - SSU (SMU Sports Union: Communications Secretary). Life's been one hell of a roller coaster ride. With plenty of ups and downs. My studies haven't been affected much i hope although its only satisfactory to me currently. But what worries me is the fact that I haven't been putting much effort in mugging. But my grades have been average so far so I wonder why is everyone muggin like there's no tomorrow around me?? Yeapz, I have been enjoying classes though and I haven't been sleeping in lecture. Or should I say no time to sleep bwahahhaha.... Must get the class participation marks mah.... So my brain is constantly on the go thinking of good questions to impress kekekekek........
On the more gossipy side now..... Well, I guess there has already been two gals whom I liked but the first one didn't turn out well. I think i scared her off or something... Did some soul searching and I was thinking how do you know if you really love someone? How do you know if you have fallen head over heels for someone? I'm really confused about my feelings. No. 1 no one wants me.... No. 2 I badly wanna fall in love...... So sad man... I really doubt I will fall in love liaoz... Or anyone will fall in love with me lor.... 21 liaoz.... Never had a galfriend before.... Such a failure rite? People tell I haven't found the right gal yet.. Truth is I think no one wants me lah I guess....
This is getting into a sappy self-willowing entry again bwahahha.... Maybe i'm he so called Tian Sha Gu Xing (Lonely Star) destined to lead a loner's life. But seriously with all m good friends gone and with only a few left in singapore.... Life didn't feel the same. I don't feel as if I can click with my classmates coz sometimes they are on different wavelengths I guess and also the fact that I know we are all competing for the same goal... To get As.... Its really sad... Can't find friends who can hang out with... Which really sucks.... I'm always moving around in school as a loner..... Studying alone and stuff.... But life goes on doesn't it....
Just read my friend's mail... Real happy for him that he's found this gal whom he likes a lot.... You lucky dog!!! Must work hard ok? Don't be like me.... :-) Wonder how are the rest overseas doing especially my TAO (head). Tao you there?? How's progress?? Any pretty chinese chic you like? I really hope everyone finds their life long partner ok!! If not can come gay with me lor... No choice what to do?! LOLX!!! :-P All those with partners hope your relationships last till the end of time ok? At least in your time lah.... Touchwood.....
I've just begun a new chapter in life. My university level and things are progressing so fast around me that I hardly have time to think. I hope everything's fine for everyone ok? To my few but surely new found friends let it last forever yah.....