LEE SAN SAN..... MY IDOL MAN........
SHE ROCKS MY WORLD.........

In case you guys think I'm mad, I just saw Lee San san on this drama cum horror serial from hong kong. She's an actress with all the chio elements.... Sparkling eyes, great figure, big boobs... WAH...... MELTING MELTING LIAOZZZz.... not to mention that she's a miss hongkong in the year 1997.... She's just so beautiful.... CAN DIE LIAOZZZ ARRRGGGHHGHG... Must try to get her photo soon....

LEE SAN SAN....

Well, I'm in a deep deep thought nowadays. Thinking about life around me and what should i do when i go out to the working world. I keep thinking about how to treat ppl and how to play my cards rite which makes me real frustrated coz now i'm confused about the concept of friends... Sigh... How to know who is real and who is not? I just don't wanna get stabbed again.... Hmm... Think think think....
I'm surprised at how good my fitness level is now... Can keep up with my sgt for 3.6 km run... Feel damn good man.. ehehehe Its like I was lagging by only wat 30-40m... YEAH!!!! Looks like all those cycling did something lor hehehe.... Hopefully can lose more weight then i can be as good looking as Brad Pitt hehhehe..... Just found out something shitty.... My one month of off has been CANCELLED.... No MORE GONE.... FINISH... LIAOZZZ!!!! Screw my bloody CO man... What the hell cannot have off... Give some crap reason.... Wah lanzzz If i see him in my camp i will surely make my dog bite or at least bark at the no good jabroni piece of crap....
Apart from that bad news there's been other bad news abt things going on in my friend's love life sigh... Hopefully everything will turn out rite...

La tee doo... La tee dey... My name is Carey I'm king of the jungle todae..... Oheoeoeoeoe........
Okay gotta admit that's one bunch of jabronish crap which god knows what is it? Well life's still the same just that the londoners have gone back to london of course... Well good riddens of Xianna, huiyuan and ZHAO QING wahahhah notice the caps on a particular someone?? Hope fully he doesn't get to know abt it then i won't have to hear him whine whine whine.... Sigh.... There's always good and bad news going on around me... sucks.... The thing is how do i deal with it... I've gotta have faith in myself. I guess i'm still not grown up enough to handle such stress and stuff.... Happy-go-lucky with and attitude and brains...
hmm... my diet has been successful and i'm back to after my bmt... great man shiok.. Hopefully it doesn't grow back again heehheh

Its pretty interesting to see people get drunk after clubbing or in the middle of it... Heck.... That didn't make any sense... But its interesting to what people do when they get drunk. I've heard so many stories and seen a few cases myself. Initially, you don't realise that they are drunk. But when they start to do crazy things and things that are out of the norm... That's when the showtime begins....

Scenario 1:
This happened last nite between my campmate and another friend of his. We were at zouk and the music was bad. I ordered two jugs of long island tea and vodlka lime. Apparently, two of them have never tried it before and they are poor drinkers. Halfway from finishing the drinks, the two jabronis started prancing around claiming they were high. They started speaking noisily and loudly. The next thing, I knew they had just finished three jugs of drinks and were like saying," We're high man!!! So high!!" One guy whom i didn't know stared telling me stories about my campmates when they were in jc... I wasn't really interested with what he had to say and he went on with it anyway. The music at zouk sucked and they decided to have a change of place. I was like helpless and went with it anyway. We went down from zouk to china black then to double o..... Which was stupid coz it was a pure waste of cab fare which they paid (they were kinda high and well they practically agreed to wateva i said....) Along the way, my campmate was like " He He He... Wah Lao Eh..." He was already mistaking me for another person.... The other guy just kept talking about the stupid things they did and stuff....
At double o, those twos guys were already gone coz they had diff in standing up. They entered anyway. Paid 20 bucks to get in... The moment they got in two fellas exited the place.... Puked over at the grass patch.... Too bad no choice had to send them home and end my nite... At almost every junction that the driver came to, we had to stop and allow the two guys to puke along the roadside which was like one heck of a waste of time...... It was like STOP * PUKE * STOP * PUKE *.... In the end the cab fare amounted to 55 bucks which was partly due to the stopping and stuff...

Hmm... not very interesting but kinda amusing to see heehee.... maybe shall talk abt other clubbing incidents in future... "Grenadier Loy's Clubbing Incidents" should change my blog name soon wahahha crappy...

Stress god damn freakin stress..........

STRESS STRESS STRESS............ This doesn't make me any better... ARRRRGGGHHHH STRESS..........

Damn it.... Why am I so stressed when it isn't me who is taking exams... ARRRRGGGHHH STRESS STRESS STRESS..........

A dog just passed away in my camp.... Kinda sad and shocked for a while. I could just remember the morning before he passed away. He as so happy and bubbly. It just kept rubbing my legs for attention. Wanting me to pet and play with him. The next day, I saw it lying on the stretcher with its eyes wide open. He was dead. It was then I realised how fragile life was. One moment you maybe doing something, the next who knows what will happen..... Treasure life and hold the people around you dearly.

Sabre, rest in peace. May you find eternal happiness. I miss you.

Had Council bbq yesterday. It was really fun to see people whom I haven't seen for a long time. Somehow the atmosphere wasn't the same as before.... It kinda felt as if something was missing... Maybe what lester said was right, people went their own ways. So it wouldn't be easy for them to talk to one another again. Rather, we weren't as close as before and had to re-familarise ourselves again.Its kinda sad but that's life. People move on and some don't. That's were the strong friendships are forged. Back about the bbq, we still had lots of fun with the standard forfeit games and crappy jokes. Kinda makes me feel fuzzy and warm to see such a sight again. Everyone having fun. The same old jolene acting as bimb as usual. ling ling with her forever cheerful and bubbly character. Grace Lee the forever whining auntie.
I'm so glad I used the camera. Its the only device which captures such fun moments and brings people back in time.However, I wonder when uni comes, I wonder how many would still remain. Its like a photograph with people slowly fading away from it. The faces just disappear on the photo. Just like the way it is now.But one thing's for sure I never regretted choosing VJ. It taught me more than what I could learn in my sec school and primary. In fact, my jc friends are still teaching me about life and how to be a person. Sincerely, thank you *bows*

It was one of the weirdest things that happened to me yesterday. A little background info: My mom is a very religious person and believes in Buddhism. My mom woke me up early in the morning. Me in my blur blur did the usual stuff in the morning. Just as I stepped out from the toilet, she spoke, " Master says you have a girlfiend already."

"No lah where got?? I don't have lah." I was bewildered by her comment. Its kinda funny that she said that coz I was like in a half daze.

"Yes, you have. But she's not very close." She quipped.

"No lah I really don't have a girlfriend lah....." I replied her.

"Whatever it is. Take things easy...." She said. Then, I was left there completely stunned. I was like what on earth was that about??? It was pretty interesting to think about who that person would be and I practically spent the whole darn morning thinking who would it be... Who would it be.... Haaahaahaa..... The silly little things that pop up in my life. Teeeheheeeheee