Thursday, June 24, 2004

The wonders of having working 8-5... being able to reach home and sleep and go back... HOW WONDERFUL is that hehehe... well there are good points and bad too lah but wat the heck heheheh... Its like being able to give tuition and do other things freely at your own will at nite... can't wait for my proper 8-5 to start... Stupid juniors have to fail bmt... GRrrr.....
Life's pretty ok so far just that i have to keep coming up with ways to siam things here and there.... Even in a small camp like mine, i'm pretty surprised that politics also play a major role in determining your life in camp... To join the slack forces or to please ppl and gain recognition which can it be??? Sigh elaborate if I have the time in the future... Lazy to write heheheheh ... ZzZZZZZzzz

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Wow... Its been 13 days since my last entry..... Sigh... Sometimes i really wonder why no one bothers turning up for anything I organise... Why leh?? why why why??? Ok maybe my organisation skills isn't that good but well been asking ppl out twice, thrice... Poor response... Feel so sad... Then sometimes outings are cancelled at the last minute coz ppl have something popping up at the last minute... Am I really that unimportant?? Or maybe I chose the wrong click of friends to be with??? Its kinda embarrassing to organize something and in the end cancel it coz of poor response... Moreover, ppl who have agreed have set aside their time to go when they find out that its cancelled how they feel??? I know that feeling coz its happened to me before... But won't the blame be shifted onto me as the "organiser".... So what is it that people can't come for things i organise and they expect me to go for things they organise???? Is it fair... Maybe i'm being a little childish here but why do i always give and give and give in this world... Somehow i feel that I ain't important to anyone other than my family, to them i'm just a tool a device which can be made used of.... This will lead back to birthdays but let's not go into such detailed stuff.... Sigh...... Disappointed... Someone, save me can???

Yoz to the only person whom I think will bother to read this, I'm sorry about SUN.... Forgive me yah? Know that my organisation skills suck.... Will try not to let this happen again... Learnt my lesson liaozz.....

Monday, June 07, 2004

Oh dear, I'm gonna get charged.... Sigh stupid SAF... SUCKS.... One word of advice, if you do anything in the army don't get caught.... Sigh that's the super super duper golden rule... And life goes on....

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Writing this entry a little late coz I'm too shacked last nite to write.... Met up with siswi yesterday for a long loong time i haven't seen her... She still looks the same but slightly fatter hehehe........ Ooooppsss sorry about that siswi!!! But it was really great to see her... She hasn't changed at all.... The same old siswi with the same old slang and same old habits heheheh...... You're the MAN man siswi!!!! Although I was late for one hour coz i overslep but she still didn't get angry heheheh...... You're the best shifu heheheh...... She's still so understanding and talkative... Really makes me feel back when I was in jc.....
Next I went with Kenny, Guo An, Carol and Jasmine last nite to HARD ROCK cafe to watch Kumar (the stand-up comedian who acts as a drag queen). Before hand someone had already told me I was gonna get sabotaged into going on stage.... I didn't mind that until that person told me that Kenny was doing just to make fun out of me.... I was kinda hurt and angry then.... Felt so pissed that he would do such a thing at the expense of me... Told siswi about it... Still I went even though i thought it was a trap coz i had agreed to go with them and I could not go back on my word....
At HARD ROCK cafe, we arrived slightly late and there was no seats left... We had to stand..... There was a band playing and the band was FANTASTIC... Should bring ppl there sometime soon.... Great place to hang out.... The singers were just so good!!! At 1035 the show started.... The show started off with the usual drag queens performing their lookalike impersonations.... They were really good! Then came along the main star KUMAR... He was really funny which made me laugh for half the entire time... His jokes were either lewd, funny or racist which was kinda amusing the first time you heard it.... Halfway through the show, Kumar asked for birthdays... Kenny shouted out mine name, which was kinda of an indication a sabotage.... Despite my reluctance to go up the stage, I had no choice did I? Kumar was already point at me.... He called up a couple, a married wife whose birthday was on that day and me on the stage. After making fun for everyone, he paired me up with the wife and then he hit the disco music... I was like WAT?!?!?!? How to dance with the married wife?? Somemore her husband was there... I was like wat the???!!! THen Kumar cut the music.... He praised the couple for their ranchy and sexy dance, then he turned to us and said," EHy harlow wat's the matter with you?" In the end, we had to do a forfeit which was to use our hips to write out the opposite sex's name... I made it a bit suggestive since it was meant to be that way... Then i was given a little token and i left the stage... Then Kumar shouted to me,"OOII harlow you stay right here!" I knew I was in for more... After making more fun of me and joking with me, he made me down four shots of alcohol at one go before turning on to techno music... I was like that's it I don't know how to dance,I'll make a bigger fool out of myself then i already did... So i just did a little William hung impersonation and some provocative sex humps followed by a tribal shake with Kumar.... Finally, I could get off the stage!!! Throughout my little presence on stage, I drew a lot of laughter at my own stupidity and funny stunts..... However it didn't feel so bad... The crowd was nice, they sang a birthday song at kumar's request and after the show some people even came up to congradulate me on my birthday even though it was already over hehehhehehe.... It felt kinda good.... After the show ended, I was kinda on a high.... Talking to my friends, I realised i was really very silly up on stage then but they consoled me on being a sport... In my conversation with Kenny, I realised his intentions were for me to have fun coz knowing my personality he kinda knew i wouldn't be offended.... I was kinda surprised he knew me so well and it really made me think.....
I was so guilty about thinking so lowly of him and it really made me regret it.... Morale of the super super long story: Never jump to conclusions or imagine to much... If not it only makes you think the worst. Afterall, its only human nature to think the worst of others.... So i guess its really a lesson learnt not to think badly of others ever again... So kenny if you're reading this... Sorry about that and thank you from the bottom of my heart for bringing me to watch KUMAR... It was really an unforgettable night... I had such a pleasant surprise..... My birthday kinda came true afterall!!! Yeah.... Hmmm........ Great man!!! Of course to all those who are reading... you still owe me PRESENTS!!!! *waves fist menacingly* Jokingzzz even if you forgot my birthday I realised something.... Even if you're close friends, it isn't neccessary for them to remember when your birthday is or even for them to wish you... All that matters if whether they will stand by your side in times of need.....