How impt is someone to you? When he or she competes isn't it natural for you to show your support? Thats like the basics of showing care or concern. When someone is feeling down, you should cheer that person up? What do you do instead? You focus on your own cuts and training. Sure everything is about you. Ask yourself have you ever done anything for me?

What's the point of telling you I'm angry if you don't want to do anything about it? WHAT'S THE POINT? You mean when I'm angry I have to swallow my pride and say I'm sorry? I'm not your dog or pet toy, I'm a human being, I have feelings, and if you don't care about my feelings, what am I to you? I'm not even worth anything.

I can't sleep.... Its no wonder why... I can't focus. Somehow I know I'm not gonna do well today. Coz my mind is just so pre-occupied with other things.

"Treasure what you hold dear to your heart" - Thats what I've always been trying to do. I have been selflessly giving and sacrificing as much as I can. Eating bread, going all out of my way, but somehow I just don't feel appreciated. Saying "Thank You"s are only suffice for a couple of times, but after all talk is FREE. You don't need money or really much effort to say "Thank You".

Maybe I'm just a toy or in fact a servant. After I've been squeezed every single drop of what I'm worth, out I go. "Thank you! Please don't come back again!" I can names countless of examples that this has happened, but what's the point. Even if you're at fault, you don't care.

Honestly, I don't see any light at all. Perhaps you would like to save me from this crumbling misery, or put me back into eternal darkness. Maybe I'm not someone that's worth your time and effort to treasure. If thats the case, so be it then. I don't care anymore.

My bread eating days are over!!! WOOHOO!!! Hopefully my bread eating days are worth it.... MEEEEEEPPPPPPPP

"Time is the best teacher, it's a shame that in the end he kills all his students.."

A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws. * POKE*

No matter how angry I get, I just need to hear a voice or a smile from someone and it just dissipates my anger away and turn a flaming body into a melted pile of hot chocolate. Though the analogies can be bad, but i guess you get the point. Is this how liking someone feels?

No matter how tiring it is, I would always respond to a voice of help or wait patiently for someone. Seeing the smile or energy emitting from that face would just make everything seem worthwhile. Is this how liking someone feels?

No matter how tough it is, I would always try to make the "impossible" possible despite the odds, the scoldings, the effort and the risk just to see that smile on that face. Is this how liking someone feels?

Going out of the way to do something and not expecting anything in return, just to see the happiness and joy on someone's face. Is this how liking someone feels? Although it does feel sucky that I am unappreciated, scolded for something thats not entirely my fault, I get by just by being around her and seeing her whoop with joy.

I like being with her.