Wow... Its been 13 days since my last entry..... Sigh... Sometimes i really wonder why no one bothers turning up for anything I organise... Why leh?? why why why??? Ok maybe my organisation skills isn't that good but well been asking ppl out twice, thrice... Poor response... Feel so sad... Then sometimes outings are cancelled at the last minute coz ppl have something popping up at the last minute... Am I really that unimportant?? Or maybe I chose the wrong click of friends to be with??? Its kinda embarrassing to organize something and in the end cancel it coz of poor response... Moreover, ppl who have agreed have set aside their time to go when they find out that its cancelled how they feel??? I know that feeling coz its happened to me before... But won't the blame be shifted onto me as the "organiser".... So what is it that people can't come for things i organise and they expect me to go for things they organise???? Is it fair... Maybe i'm being a little childish here but why do i always give and give and give in this world... Somehow i feel that I ain't important to anyone other than my family, to them i'm just a tool a device which can be made used of.... This will lead back to birthdays but let's not go into such detailed stuff.... Sigh...... Disappointed... Someone, save me can???

Yoz to the only person whom I think will bother to read this, I'm sorry about SUN.... Forgive me yah? Know that my organisation skills suck.... Will try not to let this happen again... Learnt my lesson liaozz.....