Hmm... I'm lying in bed with a little time to spare. Hmm... Been in a pensive mood about practically everything from people learning how to smoke to how much I like what I am studying about. Let's talking about a closer topic. Smoking. Seriously I have no qualms about smoking but I completely disagree that smoking is the only form of destressant you have. But then again if people want to smoke I can't really control it can I. Being taught in the army that smokers are also humans indeed changes my perception about it but using smoking as a relaxant is just something i feel unept... Aiyoh why i so lor soh one keep repeating the same thing over and over again..... No wonder i'm an old pensive grenadier man....
What i;m studying about... Well, can't say I like everything completely but i think i'm starting to like marketing seriously. Its pretty interesting I would say and gives me a lot of perceptions to different things like how companies now market themselves above the noise. Maybe its really something I wanna do in future. Sigh Its raining cats and dogs outside finally. I just wondering why the heck have i not gotten over the fact about SSU. The possible life it robbed me. But thats just all hypothesis. Whats affecting me is whether should i still be acquaintances with my old exco. Ppl who should be burned on a stake, thrown screaming from a helicopter from the sky or mothers should have other plans such as abortion. Got a little carried away there. But yeah the hate is still there the pain is still there..... Backstab is indeed a painful thing something which even time may not heal. Some of you may think its childish but hey what you expect me to do? Get on with life yes i've done it but I just can forgive them. Freakin hypocrites. If there's anyone I would like to bang yes hypocrites are the number one people I would love to bang.
Indeed where has my direction in school gone?? Honestly I don't know everyday is just a normal day go to sch meeting training tuition go home. What else can i do build my cv? Thats the conclusion my friends came up: Carey needs a girlfriend. Thats another topic that has a sad history if you guys were to think hahahah... Nvr succeeded don't think i ever will. Sigh.... Life sucks....