When the world has turned its back on you, you know things will never be the same again....... I've decided to be a opportunistic person one who will only go out to do things for ppl if there are things in it for me. If not forget about it.... Humans are such amzing creatures.... Its time to be a realist and not let ideals and dreams mislead or hurt u. People don't really care if they hurt your feelings or not, what they do is just do what's in it for them. Thats all about it.... I'm just a working tool or stepping stone to what people around me want... Carey can help me do this.... Carey can a not? My future answer will be "Sure, why not?!" and leave it as that... Coz I know ppl do the same to me too.

I'm so close to giving up friends in SMU, not many are friends and those that were have all been lost. The fine line will be drawn and friends and enemies will be known. I will never trust anyone from smu again. This world is full of hypocrites, and everyone in that fucked-up sch is one. I hate them. I wanna quit school........