I'm rotting in my chair doing nothing at work.... Shall reading some corp comms stuff later. Lol finally a day of rest after like three straight days of like non stop working. Feels kinda bad but hey I already asked my bosses if they had anything for me but they said no so HECK! Lol.....

The reason I felt like writing this entry is due to the fact that I've seen the light I think. I realised that I've been a fool. Why go for someone just because you just wanna her to be your gf? Is the goal that important? Why always have the goal in sight? The feeling of having someone by your side is indeed tempting but I still have my friends. Indeed, if you look beyond just relationships it feels so much better. So much happier. Life feels so much brighter when you realise there's no point in rushing into something and end up getting hurt twice as bad. Although i don't get why people can get attached in freakin one month.... Some mysteries are better left unsolved. Although its difficult but its really better to get past this stage of looking beyond the relationship, but I'm taking a first step to doing so. If anyone hears me say I like this girl, please slap me if I have known her for only like a few weeks and I say we don't know each other quite well. Well i think you guys get the idea.... Give me wake up call.... Think deep not shallow.

My buds.... Councilors like Allan, Louis, Xianna, Weiyi, Lester, Weining you guys really showed me what friends are really for. Although at times I really get very pissed with you guys for poking fun of me and stuff, but I know you guys don't mean it. Life's been a wonderful and enriching journey with you guys. Thank you. Life goes on forth, Carey feels reborn.