Feelin a little affect at work now.... Hmm... I knew things would turn out like dat.... Once again, Carey has not failed to prove punters correct. Either he sucks in relationships or he is jinxed or both.... If you guys thought otherwise, sorry to disappoint you guys AGAIN....

Interview with my good side:
Let's look on the bright side, there's always a chance you will succeed. I mean come on you don't know what she thinks of you.. That is if you're thick skinned enough. Moreover, things aren't that bad afterall you guys are still friends rite? Life goes on, eventually you'll find someone you like so why rush or hurry into things rite?

Interview with my bad side:
Lies lah... Everything is a lie. This life is a lie. Deep down inside you know you screwed it all up AGAIN.... Come on you know its the truth. Just resign yourself to your fate.

Ok reading that you guys think i'm schizophrenic but everyone is in that sense dont you think. Everyone knows the good and the bad just how do they react to it. Seriously i just felt like someone knocked a hole through my heart or sank it into quicksand..... It just feels so heavy. Did really feel like crying for a minute just now but I'm at work. Who am i to mix my work and emotions together? No one. I'm just so tired of this shit. SHIT it.