Sorry guys its been a month since I updated this place..... Been in a slump lately... I just don't feel the need to do anything in school... Be it school work, SSU work, Kendo stuff, I really can't be bothered to reply anymore.... I've lost the fire in me that was once burning.... I question why do i still continue this life even though its become distasteful and faded...... I have no answers to that question.... Everything's topsy turvy now...
My school work's a mess. I'm five chapters behind two modules... Can't believe it.... I know i need to study but i just can't discipline myself. Even if i sit on the table and read, the fact don't go into my head...... W-H-Y? I don't know... U tell me?
Love's in a mess, now I'm too afraid of love now.... In fact if I met the love god sometime soon I would really say to him/her F-U-C-K Y-O-U!! Why are you so unfair to me?? Sigh..... But you're the boss... So no complaints i guess..... Its really heartening to see couples in the mood for love and stuff but how come everyone around me is having problems with their galfriends or boyfriends?? To all those with galfriends now, hold them dear to your heart ok? Its really a beautiful thing to fall in love....
Life is really a bitch now for me... I need to wake up.... HELP.........