They came to watch the productions together today - "The Prayer for the Unfaithful Women" Or rather picnic.... They were so lovey dovey...... I acted I was ok... But when they left I was in shambles.... My life just crumbled apart.... Despair, jealousy, anger, the negative feelings just started to set it..... I don't know... To see someone you like get snatched away twice really isn't too good for one's health.. I've been hurt not once but twice.... What does god or whoever want with me??
Maybe I'm thinking too much but is the male guy trying to piss me off or irritate me??? Lately he's like smiling at me, laughing.... Is that mocking me??? I'm too sensitive bah.... But what truly riles me was that they came just took a glance at the artwork, walked to a corner where i could see them and ate dinner...... So is that on purpose?? Then when they leave they hold hands and walk off..... So did they watch the play? I don't think so.... Arrrggghhh ok ok kill me now coz I'm an asshole for thinking so negatively.......