She asked me out yesterday which was a surprise to me..... why would she have asked me out?? Her reason was because she wanted to destress and also I had asked her if she wanted to watch The New Police Story with me.... Kinda makes me wonder sometimes.. heck I think i'm over doing things sometimes.... Too sensitive to every god damn thing... which is a bad and good thing of course.... We're just friends.. Control yourself, She's just being a good friend that's all... Ok logically reasoning done....
My life's in a mess now.... I ain't sure I can handle people in the future when I come out to work. maybe its all because of my experience with my campmates which makes me ponder, Can I handle work well?? Firstly I'm too hot tempered. Secondly I'm too sensitive and suspicious. I don't even trust people sometimes which makes it hard for me... Afterall, who is there that can be trusted at a workplace??? I feel incompetent as a manager or someone of a high status which such short comings. Anyone care to offer suggestions or help?? Hopefully more working experience would help.... I guess...