Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Went out with her again today...She looked completely stunning to me... Though tanned but she was dressed simple but nice...Maybe that's wat I like about her I guess... We had dinner at Kenny Roger's by her definition which is not that ex but affordable... Had quite a good dinner talked about everything practically under the sun..... Then I saw my seniors(council) outside the restaurant. They were like giving me that I-know-who-you're-with look which made me a little worried.... Wondered how she felt afterall she was already attached to someone else... Luckily she wasn't with me when I went outside the restaurant...
Later we went for a walk she suggested watching a movie since I wanted to watch one and couldn't find a company.... But we headed to carrefour to buy a frame for her cross-stitch... We just shopped around and browsed stuff.... Exiting from carrefour we went upstairs to check out movie times.... Just before we could proceed to the cinema I spotted the latest driving game and pointed to it... She suggested we go and take a look and my itchy fingers decided to have a go at the machine... She seemed pretty ok and looked quite interested in it... This surprised me as I thought gals like her didn;'t like the arcade.... She was pretty engrossed in watching the game and was rooting me throughout the game... The feeling was great.... I realised I had to stop somewhere so I suggested checking out the cinema times.... We realised there wasn't any interesting shows that we could watch together so in the end. She suggested going back to the arcade which kinda surprised me... We went back and played all the musical games like rock fever and percussion freaks... She was pretty good at percussion freaks and I gotta hand it to her for playing so well the first time... We also played time crisis 3 which wasn't much of a liking for her... Then she asked me wat I wanted for my birthday but I really could think of anything I would have liked so I suggested a neo print which she thought I was joking.... We continued playing games and finally it was time to go home... I asked her once more abt the neo print and it dawned upon her that I was serious... I wondered if she wanted to do it or not coz I was being very bold at that time... She kinda agreed and I told her it was alright and we could do it another time... Inside my heart I had mixed feelings... I felt happy since she agreed but I was scared I was scaring her away... On the way back we shared a scoop of ice cream and talked all the way back to near her house...
It was a very eventful day to me and it felt as if it was a very very good date.... Inside my heart, I realized I was dreaming coz she was attached already and seemed happy with her boyfriend... Of course, I didn't want to be the third party or anything to jeopardize her well and happiness... A part of me still likes her.... What should I do?? Sigh a hedgehog's dilemma wouldn't you say.....

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