Is this a miracle or what yesterday i went out with her again??!?!? Am I dreaming??? This must be too good to be true.... Not to get carried and go into dreamland, she was just accompanying me as a friend... So envious of her now that she is happy in love with Pak Wing (first time calling that B!@#%^D by his name but gotta get used to it somehow..) sometimes i just want to be in Pak Wing's shoes for a moment while they are together....... Sigh if only science was that advanced.... heheheh maybe i should come up with special potions like dat.....
I really love time spent with her especially when we talk or do anything together.... Its just so wonderful... The feeling is just great.... But I know i can't get too close or else I'll end up hurting the both of us.... Sigh... Enough about that... Just bought a brand new jigsaw puzzle... It pretty similar to the last one i did but the scenery is different... I'm so happy... Got the two favourite pictures now.... Must find somewhere nice to frame up though if not wat a waste man..... Really enjoying my leisure time now coz its kinda like my pace... When I'm free, I've got driving, tuition or exercise plans... At least I'm making good use of time spent heheh.... But sometimes when you come to a point where you don't wanna do anything but go out with ppl it gets really irritating especially if you can't find anyone hehehe..... Looking back at my jc and army days, I really wondered if i've matured and grown... It seems as though I have but when i look back at some events and the way i behaved it seems again I haven't.... Maybe I still haven't learnt to curb my hot-temper I guess.... Sigh... Well no point evaluating my year now when i still have half a year to go so heck it man.... Let's go all the way first....