Thursday, May 27, 2004

The day just ended... Nothing special, normal dinner with family and went out alone that's all.... Boring bday..... *whine*whine* Was really looking forward to her sending me a msg but she didn't seemed to be going to send me anything.... WAited waited and waited..... 2301HRS, the msg came :
" Yoz!
One more hour to end of today!
Happy birthday ah.
Hope you'd a great day. "
Deep inside I wondered whether i should have replied.... In the end, I decided to reply..... I was waiting for the whole day for the msg... My heart felt funny... I felt funny... What to say??? How should i react??? Questions started spinning and i just decided to engage in a little chat.... Simple chat but it made me feel a little better... Today's Ken Min and his girlfriend's anniversary... Its their 4th year mind you.... So jealous of how lovey dovey they were... Kinda made me think abt myself... So lonely today.... So alone.... It kinda made me little depressed in a way.... Oh well, by then the day had ended.... It was just a normal day with a little dinner with family and meeting one or two friends.. That's all.... Oh well, next year i guess.... Hopefully hehehe... Was looking forward to something memorable to remember but looks like nothing special happened.... Kinda sad but oh well.... There's always next year and the year after and the nxt year after and the nxt nxt nxt nxt year after rite??? Don't know how to celebrate my 21st birthday anyway.... Let's not go too far shall we??? Life is nothing but a long journey.... I still can't see the light on the road....

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