Amazingly re-reading what i wrote, it really doesn't seem like its me..... Hahaha.... kinda feel like laughing at myself for being so magnanimous.... hmm... is that the correct word to use don't know lah...... Sigh.... wat a turmoil of feelings inside of me... how??? Its kinda weird.... Why haven't i stopped liking her??? Becoz I still think i have a chance??? Becoz I'm a chi qing??? Its so hard to make myself stop and move on.... Allan if you're reading this i know how you feel and i'm glad you finally learnt to move on... As for me i'm stuck in a vicious cycle.....

Rejection ---- > Suffering ---- > Denial ---- > Sadness ---- > Acceptance then we go back to square one... It was something like that..... Chun Li once told me... Well life's like dat doesn't it??? There's ups and downs... I wonder will i ever fall in love with someone else again?? Or will i even get married ahahahah.... can't imagine my folks to pester me to get a galfriend.... Think I can't make it anyway.... Sigh..... Life goes on........